MAYCE - Confident Soul lyrics

[Parte 1]
Three hours ago, just got off the phone
I heard that you're doing well
I've been on the road and picking up smoking
Lights on, no one's home but that's been the joke
But now I just don't even laugh
I drink wine to cope to avoid the moment

[Coro]
Now I'm face down in the bathroom
And I'm thinking back to when I had you
Put a smile on 'til the curtains close
It'll be the first year since the last May
That you didn't wish me happy birthday
And I'm falling back into the hole
I know you mean well but I'm going through hell
And I'm trying to pick up the pieces that fell
From my confident soul, oh-oh
Where did I go?

[Parte 2]
I remеmber that fight, we werе up the whole night
You wer epicking me apart, don't you lie
I said it's the drinks, you said it was me
But when did you ever really even hear me?
Walking on eggshells I held
So carefully placing my feet
We slept in the bed with tears on the sheets

[Coro]
Now I'm face down in the bathroom
And I'm thinking back to when I had you
Put a smile on 'til the curtains close
It'll be the first year since the last May
That you didn't wish me happy birthday
And I'm falling back into the hole
I know you mean well but I'm going through hell
And I'm trying to pick up the pieces that fell
From my confident soul, oh-oh
Where did I go?