Willow - Coping Mechanism lyrics

fun fact I’m so, so sick of myself
My mind’s a breeding ground for un-health
The walls are talking and
The voices in my head, they’re screaming out loud  
fun fact some days I just cry on the couch
Put my whole life away on a shelf
I try to feel something that’s why I break 
everything I’m screaming out loud 
Against the thought of who I’d be if you were me And I...

I just wanna die
Aingt that a fun fact? 
I’ve wasted so much time hating myself for trying Accepting 
that this fate is our demise
Hating myself for lying
Knew my cards were dealt 
Had your eyes locked on someone else No, you couldn’t help it
Or could you? 

fun fact I really wanna fucking make you cry It just isn’t right
So enticing just like you
Masterminding every fight 
Rivers flowing from my eyes No emotion from your side 
fun fact I’m the worst,
it’s true fun fact I learned it all from you 
I need a coping mechanism now Every night 
I’ve wasted so much time hating myself for trying Accepting 
that this fate is our demise
Hating myself for lying

Knew my cards were dealt 
Had your eyes locked on someone else No, you couldn’t help it
Or could you? 
You couldn’t help it
No, you couldn’t help it No, you couldn’t help it, no Or could you?