JESSIA - Moved Around You lyrics

I was in this situation 
Talking everyday 
Naming all our kids 
I know all about your family 
And your previous abandonment 
Makes sense that you're afraid of commitment 
And just kept me wishing 
Had me wrapped around your finger and I hated it 

At least I wasn’t afraid to jump 
At least I didn’t just say what you wanted 
At least I didn’t lead you on 
Least I took care of your emotions 

I’m allowed to say it hurts 
Even if it meant nothing to you 
I won’t apologize for all the ways i moved around you 
I’m not embarrassed or stupid 
For falling apart 
I think it’s beautiful I let myself 
Fall this hard 

You gave me all the signs now 
That you wanted this 
Then you turn around and tell me that you're damaged 
And you need a little space now 
You got off on my attention and craved it 
Didn’t care I was breaking 
Had me bending over backwards and i hated it 

At least I wasn’t afraid to jump 
At least I didn’t just say what you wanted 
At least I didn’t lead you on 
Least I took care of your emotions 

I’m allowed to say it hurts 
Even if it meant nothing to you 
I won’t apologize for all the ways I moved around you 
I’m not embarrassed or stupid 
For falling apart 
I think it’s beautiful I let myself 
Fall this hard 

I’m not crazy if I’m crying 
Trying to forget you feels like dying 
I’m not crazy if I’m crying 
Had no label but it was something 

I’m allowed to say it hurts 
Even if it meant nothing to you 
I won’t apologize for all the ways I moved around you 
I’m not embarrassed or stupid 
For falling apart 
I think it’s beautiful I let myself 
Fall this hard