Joyner Lucas - I Wish I Knew lyrics

[Intro: Snoop Dogg]
Nephew, it's your uncle Snoop Dogg
I need you to show these motherf*ckers how it's done, loco
Show these bitch niggas what this ADHD 2 shit is all about
You understand me?
Show these motherf*ckers, Joyner
What you playing for?
Let's go

[Parte 1: Joyner Lucas]
Aingt no medicine could save me, nigga
I'm too far gone, my brain too f*cked
I'm coming like, woah
No turning back, gotta get to where I'm going
My ADHD keep jumping like, woah
Shit that I lived, they'll never understand
You could never be me, we aingt nothing alike, woah
Came a long way from the bottomless pit
Now look at me, bitch, I'm stunting like, woah
Got a lil' bitch, nigga, sidewalk
I'd probably go to jail 'fore I ever be a coward
I'd probably be dead 'fore I ever get flowers
I might take that 'fore I ever be honored
I try to be something that the industry proud of
But niggas wasn't giving me nada
Not a blick on me if you ever need drama
No vest on me like I never seen karma
Woah
The way I was raised, I knew I'd forever be a problem
Never got the love that I needed at home
I was misunderstood, shit turned me to a monster (Yeah)
Dad always letting me down
But my step-pops raised me and showed me I never need to bother (Ayy)
Now a nigga rich, so it'll be a cold day in Hell 'fore this bitch nigga ever get a dollar (Wow)
And I aingt got love for nobody give a f*ck about me
I'm a self-made nigga, you aingt nothing without me
Aingt too many motherf*ckers I trust around me
I done been through the storm, aingt nothing I aingt seen
Lot of niggas thought I'd give up, but not me
Told a nigga, "You swing, one duck and I weave"
When my homies drink with a cup of Ali
And my bitch gotta ride 'til the wheels fall off
I f*ck a bad bitch 'til her heels fall off
You a dog, I'll get your whole tail sawed off
And your head chopped off, I'm a real lost cause
I'm real f*cked up, I'm still caught off
Aingt no pellet gun, this a real sawed-off
Pop a weave 'fore a nigga tryna pop something off
Hit a nigga in the back, that's a real raw dog
Like, pause
Nigga still showing off
Too much time on your hands 'til your hands blowing off
I got money in the bank, got deals going off
I could sell my catalog, but I'm still holding off
Got crackers pulling on me and they still holding on
Lot of niggas did me dirty and they still wanna bond
Give my hand to a nigga and he still want a arm
Wanna write diss tracks, but he still want a song
What the f*ck?

[Parte 2: Joyner Lucas]
Look, I aingt ever sleeping, relieving the pressure (Joyner)
Came from the bottom where we can see a homicide like every week, keep the heat under the dresser
Think one day I'ma see better, hate the poverty, the fact I'll never settle
When I grow up, then I'm hoping I never see a stretcher
Mama working nine-to-five, she was tryna keep it together
If I ever make it, I want a chance to make a difference
To get it in and take all the problems that we were living in
And throw it all the way, so we never live in this shit again
Then maybe then niggas would never tell me I need the Ritalin
Or medicine or anything that will make me upset again
Or put me in school with the troublemakers and tripping
Always thought shit again, tryna bully me cause I'm different
And my ADHD got 'em thinking that I was living in my head again

[Outro: Snoop Dogg]
Shit
Ooh-wee, you dig?
You don't have to pretend, baby
I know it gets hard looking around, you start to think
Maybe this isn't what I wanted
But you have to keep going
Keep moving on and don't you ever look back
Don't you ever look back