Tate McRae - Nostalgia lyrics

Daddy went to law school and could've been an architect
Now he's turning sixty and wonders where the big dream went
Tucker never said a lot, two eyes down, a little luck
Took it to the Ivies and never really knew for what

And I, I bite my tongue ten times a day
Half swear to God, I might just pray
And I got a lot to lose
So I might as well lose it anyway
And I, I manifested you would leave
So the day you did, I had you beat
Three steps ahead of everything
Lately, I wake up feeling like

Oh, where does the time go?
You never really know
Till you're standing in the bathroom mirror, like
No, shit, we got so close
Hit me fast and slow
Funny thing about nostalgia
Didn't show up till I lost ya (ooh-ooh)
Didn't show up till I lost ya (ooh-ooh)

My ma wasn't raised right, oh, no, all she ever knew was guilt
Little did she know that's all her kids would ever grow to feel
And every choice leads back to the trait
Every time that I drink, any heart that I break
It's a truckload of regret and stupid mistakes
And, man, lately I wake up feeling like

Oh, where's the time go?
You never really know
Till you're standing in the bathroom mirror, like
No, shit, we got so close
Hit me fast and slow
Funny thing about nostalgia
Didn't show up till I lost ya (ooh-ooh)
Didn't show up till I lost ya (ooh-ooh, no)
Didn't show up till I lost ya (ooh-ooh)
Didn't show up till I lost ya, ooh-ooh

And now I bite my tongue ten times a day
Half swear to God, I might just pray
And I got a lot to lose
So I might as well lose it anyway
And I, I manifested you would leave
So the day you did, I had you beat
Three steps ahead of everything