Lola Young

Nowadays, I don’t really go outside
I don’t even like the way I look, let alone the way I feel behind 
And I should probably take my medication, 
Cause it's been days but ive been busy getting high
And my doctor said you’ll get sick again, you cant mix these meds with 
White lines
And am I happy? 
Truth is, I don’t really know what that means anymore 

All I know is that I’d, like to be and someday I might get there 
In the meantime I’ll cry to radio head hoping my ex still cares, but 
That’s unlikely, he’s probably having great sex 
With that girl I knew was an idiot the one with the bleached blonde hair
And I don't know if, I’ll ever forgive, myself if I go ruin everything 
That id, like to be and someday I might get there 
But in the meantime, who f*cking cares?
 
Nowadays, it's hard to feel alive 
When the only way I want to live, is to try and slowly die 
And I should probably find a new explanation 
Cause it’s been days and I’m running out of, lies 
My heart it aches but as it starts to race I can feel a taste of what its like
To be happy,
When, truth is I don't really know what that means anymore 

But all I know is that I’d, like to be and someday I might get there 
But in the meantime I’ll cry to radio head hoping my ex still cares, but 
That’s unlikely, he’s definitely having great sex 
With that girl I knew was an idiot the one with the bleached blonde hair
And I don't know if, I’ll ever forgive, myself if I go ruin everything 
That I’d, like to be and someday I might get there 
But in the meantime, who f*cking cares?

Who f*cking cares?
Who f*cking cares?
Who f*cking cares? (Cause it’s definitely not me)